Wednesday, August 27, 2008

On Writing: When Something Just Feels...Right.

I can't really explain it, and I won't make a huge effort to try either because I think laying it out perfectly in words would take the magic out of it, but sometime when you write something, it just feels...right. Something you saw so perfectly in your head, down to every wrinkle in a shirt and every enunciation of a syllable, is suddenly there, on paper (document, whatever). Suddenly, it's real. 

It would almost seem to defy the laws of physics. Taking something that only existed in your mind - ingenuity, divine inspiration, call it what you will - and putting it down in words. The creation of something out of nothing. 

Words are tangible, at least to me. They're malleable as clay in the hands of a competent writer, but can strike harder than steel or whisper through your head as soft as you please. Words, with all of their infinite complexities and combinations, are just as alive in their own way as you or I. Surely you have read something where you feel like the book is literally speaking to you. That's because it is. The writer, through his characters, is speaking to you indirectly. 

Words are empathic. 

Books are like old friends. 

A complete stranger can speak to you through a book because you connect with them through words that have deeper meanings when two people have shared the same experiences.

And when you write something perfectly, that's magic.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

New Bands!

Yes, it's true. I have finally discovered new bands that have exponentially increased the level of awesome in my iTunes library. Thanks goes to www.musicovery.com, which is one of the coolest websites I have ever seen.

The Boo Radleys
Semisonic
Vai Sola
My American Heart
The Charlatans
Teddybears Sthlm
Robert Post
Remy Zero
Datafolk
Shout Out Louds
Noir Desir
Starsailor
Luke
Ash
Professional Murder Music
Vonray
Leave's Eyes
Egypt Central
Infernal
Kasabian
The Ocean Colour Scene
Blur
Aeroplane, 1929

Other news relevant to my life:
-6 AM tomorrow morning is going to suck beyond all comparison.
-McCoy still has yet to demand Wheaties since my Mum bought a box.
-My Dad and I should never go buy books together. We buy far too many.
-I've taken it upon myself to become The Circle's resident DS9 expert. Give me a few months though, DS9 episodes are hard to find.
-I've decided I need to get Netflix.
-I've resigned myself to the fact that I'm going to be depressingly poor for the next year unless I get a job due to Ani-Magic and Star Trek.
-I finally cleaned my room!
- WoW accomplishments for the summer: Saintmurder (43 Paladin), Noonien (33 Hunter), new gear for my twink Shadowsage (49 Rogue).
-If Matt Damon really does end up playing Vergil, I will go to see it just so I can kill everyone in the theater.
-I will cry the first time I see the full theatrical trailer for Star Trek XI.
-I've been roped into joining Mock Trial. Anyone else want to tag along?
-I finally have a Bowie poster on my wall, all credit goes to Sara and her awesome poster buying skills.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Scratch That...

Y'know what I said about weird people in Costco? Yeah, well I was very mistaken.

The weird people are in Michael's. I had a fifteen minute conversation with two complete strangers about anime while we all picked out paint. Oh, and they were Trekkies. Fantastic people. I should've asked what their names were. 

Oh well.

In other new, I did a really kickass art project:


I love James Bond, and he's an iconic symbol of our culture. Yay for fun Pop Art!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

New Fiction Idea: Eli White

For some people, chess is more than just a game. It is a life. An all-consuming obsession. It ceases merely to be chess, and becomes Chess - a game with a life all its own, with all the intricacies of a human being, all the infinite decisions of the next move - but without humanity's downside: mortality. With Chess, death is not final. There is always a chance for life anew. All it needs - all it asks for - is two players, black and white, hands to guide it, and the fierce passion to win in order to give it life.

And just now, a player has awakened. Meet Eli White.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

"Hey! Hi. I just wanted to say I like your shirt."

There are some weird people in Costco. But weird in the good way.

Weird as in a guy who would recognize the WoW Warlock symbol from a good 40 feet away, walk over, and strike up a ten minute conversation about WoW just...because. Meanwhile, Daddy dearest is ten feet away trying to decide which pair of dress pants to buy; olive or khaki? Oh, the choices.

Weird as in a lady who talks to you endlessly about Dean Koontz because she happens to see you picking up one of his books you're thinking about buying.

Weird as in a guy who gives you advice about the best way to tell when a watermelon is ripe.

Weird as in a 10 year old who has seen as many Bond movies as you have and wants to know which one is your favorite. (By the way, that ten year old so could've been me. I was a Bond-fiend at age ten.)

Weird as in discussing with you why no one ever eats the peach flavored yogurt. (Which, by the way, is a damn good question.)

....

People are so weird sometimes.

Friday, August 1, 2008

Let's Talk About Villains

Anyone ever notice how TV villains always seem more complex than movie villains? I dunno. It seems that way to me sometimes. To me, movie villains always come across as those one-dimensional and their motivation rarely extends beyond one of three things: revenge, power/money (could be considered the same thing), or just for shits 'n giggles. Maybe it's because a main villain in a TV series has a longer amount of time to develop their character. A major TV villain could have anywhere from one episode (half an hour or an hour in length each) to several seasons to develop their motives and personality, whereas the movie villain gets maybe an hour or less of screen time to show the audience all the facets of their personality while also moving the plot along at a fast clip.

I'm going to fall back on an old standby. Star Trek. Beginning with the movies.

I'm skipping TMP. It barely even counts.
2: Khan is a pre-established character, so no time is wasted on his background and therefore you can get right into the deeper parts of his character. Doesn't really count.
3: Kruge was the stereotypical Klingon commander that decided to take advantage of the Federation's 'weapon' and got himself shoved into a pit of lava for his troubles. No big mystery there.
4: The main villain was a space probe that pwned Earth on accident. Really can't blame it.
5: What does God want with a starship? I don't know. God who really isn't such a nice god. Rather typical.
6:Chang was more complex than Khan in many ways I think, because he was very similar to Kirk. But that's really it. He's a mirror for Kirk, and it doesn't go too much farther than that. He enjoys quoting Shakespeare.
7: I think Soran was about on the same level as Chang in complexity given that he too is not a pre-established character like Khan. Soran is that guy that's found paradise and will do anything to get back there. At first appears as shallow, but once Picard begins to fall for the allures of the Nexus, you find out Soran isn't as shallow as it looks. Evil still, because he's willing to kill 300,000,000 people for happiness, but not so shallow anymore.
8: Borg Queen. She a Borg. She assimilates stuff. And gets it on with Data. Frankly, who wouldn't? But she's like the essence of Borg. Very predictable.
9: Ru'afo: Probably the flattest villain of them all. He wants revenge because he got pwnzed my his Mummy and Daddy and he's having rejection issues. So he decides to destroy their planet with the help of the Federation. GG Berman.
10: Shinzon. Oh god, I don't wanna even talk about him. It's so bad I think I'mma go tear my eyes out. Picard's clone...ARE YOU KIDDING? Raised by Reman-retard slaves in a CAVE. Look what he built with a box of scraps! And his ship got owned by one shot from a HAND PHASER. The lameness is so thick it's palpable.

Moving on to the TV villains. I'm afraid I'm going to have to skip over Enterprise because I don't know the series' villains very well other than Arik Soong (Pro-villain? Anti-hero? Both?). I don't know Voyager very well either, or at least I have yet to come across a good villain, recurring or otherwise. Q doesn't count.

TOS: In reality, the only recurring villain that TOS had was Khan, but his recurrence was in a movie. However, there are many villains that showed a surprising amount of depth in a single episode. Apollo from, "Who Mourns For Adonais?" for example. Or the Romulan captain from "Balance of Terror". 

TNG: Moriarty's character, though only a hologram inside the holodeck, managed to evolve from physical representation of the Moriarty made by the ship from Doyle's specifications into, what could arguably be called a sentient being. He learned, through archaic means, to control parts of the Enterprise, and eventually engaged in a debate with Picard about his rights as a sentient being, very reminiscent of Data's struggles to be recognized as a living machine. Moriarty appeared in only two episodes, but could arguably be considered more complex than half of ST's movie villains.

DS9: Damar, in my opinion, is one of the greatest villain turns anti-hero of the entire Star Trek series. He was in a multi-episode arc so I won't get into messy details, but in a nutshell, Damar fought for something he thought he believed in. When he realized he really didn't know what to believe in, he thought about, threw a coup, and became the prime candidate to lead Cardassia from under Dominion rule. And then he died. So it goes. Interestingly enough though, Damar's struggle parallels Worf's as he battles the knowledge that the Klingon Chancellor is corrupt and ill-suited to lead with his Klingon duty to support his superiors in times of war.

All in all, or at least in this case, TV has superior villains to movies. But it is late...or early. I will continue this rant some other time. But in the meanwhile, think about it.